I bought the group study and started a small group. Not only I have matured and gain wisdom through True Spirituality, but I am blessed to pass it on to others.

Before I was saved, I was a bitter, angry person. I would have fits of rage and not remember what I did the next day. My drug use, smoking, and drinking got very heavy. But these struggles weren’t even my biggest addiction, gambling was. But the evening of Aug. 9, 2006 I was going to try to end my life for the 4th time.

For some reason I looked up in the sky and said, "God if you are there, please help me, change me, I don't want to hurt anyone and myself anymore." I was crying, but when I said that prayer, I immediately stopped crying and I felt like God was telling me in my heart, "I've always been here, now that you know, keep me first in your life."

I bought the group study and started a small group. Not only I have matured and gain wisdom through True Spirituality, but I am blessed to pass it on to others.

I didn't know what that meant but when I went inside the house, my wife saw a different person. Days after this event I suddenly didn't have the desire to smoke, drink, curse, get angry, gamble, and do drugs. Aug. 17, 2009, 8 days God cleaned me up from all these addictions.

I really didn't know what was going on but I knew it was all God. I had finally surrendered. As I began reading the Bible, I started to get answers. God's Word jumped out of the pages and into my heart.